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In a blink of an eye, it'll be the morning and I'll be driving on the highway. Forced to work a job I didn't ask to do, that no one asks to do. For the most part. And I'll sit at the same desk and talk to the same people and have the same conversations and laugh at the same beats. And maybe sometimes the pattern will break, and I'll manage to shed a tear for myself and everyone (especially those with truly no choice in life) in the company bathroom, only to walk out and great the big wig with a smile. And then it's back to the same rhythm, the same leaving, the same drive, the same saying-when-entering. The same removal of socks and shoes, the same kissing and loving over cat. The latter brings joy but the former is nothing but drovel. What becomes of the night past 5 PM is pretty predictable even still. And then I sleep if I don't nap my night away, and I wake up and the self-flagellation starts again.
*clears thought* Now for the updates.. The Journal tab on my deviantART is working! :-D (pressing General let's you toggle back to my profile). The previous "Journal" link I had on my [main site] is defunct and this will act as my journal from here on out! Just made more sense to me, I don't at all lead that interesting of a life to have two formats in which I chronicle it. I will eventually (HEAVY emphasis on "eventually") get the gallery page "running", as well as get some sort of comment system up. But that isn't too important to me right now! Just things I plan to do.

Besides journal updates, I've also added more [icons/categories] in the icon nexus if you want to go ahead and check those out!

In terms of my personal life, I've been playing FFXIV a ton. I created a new character some months ago because I was going to play with my boyfriend, but he hasn't wanted to play (doesn't game too much) and I've wanted to so I just said fuck it and have been doing shit on my own! My first character only made it to level 80 (blackmage) and I'm like a QUEST away from finishing fucking Shadowbringers lmfao so... Yeah really far behind teehehe..

This time around I'm going to actually play play! And it's been years since I played through the beginning--was with an ex who made me speedrun it cause I was too slow for him yet would get angry at me for not remembering lore shite. I digress. Now it's fun playing by myself and actually enjoying the game and paying way more attention than I did before. Idrc about the memes about playing thru certain expansions, I'm just in it for the ride man!

I'm also in the process of moving still, and need to be entirely cleared out of the apartment by Sept. 1st. Entirely doable, I'm just feeling lazy as FUCK honestly. I just wanna be in and decorating already!!!!!!!!